| shit ! i feel quite shitty now ...
Aysha is not goin wif me anymore . im goin to exchange on my own , i'm goin to count on ME for 6 months that's definitely a challenge hopefully i will be able to take care myself the first time ...
Fxxk. actually i'm real scared. misgive . im so worry that i can't sleep at night i'm so chicken that i wanna cry even thinkin about it
Please be with me
other than these ... exchange should be great. yes . i will love the weather i will love the beautiful atmosphere oh . will depart on 30 Dec . wish me good luck .
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| Again... It has been a while from the last post . wonder if there is anyone still pass by my xanga .... wanna type xanga suddenly... X facebook.... maybe cos xanga is only for really old friends.... who i really want to share my secret feelings with haha
Actually, quite a number of things and decisions happened in these months. Some was really tough....
These few days... i feel super tired and literally sleeping every second. Even if my physical is not , my mind is.... out of service
maybe i can blame the belated hormone???
i dont know why i cant really focus on my project!!!! i feel shit now... im goin to exchange in Jan . but i gonna finish this project first!!!! im falling apart....
To be honest... i should stop looking into stuff that is no longer my business and focus focus focus or else... GPA is goin to kill ...
Again Here and Now please love yourself to love the people who love you .
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| school started very first month, the night spending at school is more that those at home haha
i can sleep super well with 3 chairs @ studio now and my working station is so well organized haha
and most happily!!!! I am goin to EXCHANGE !!!!! 01/2010 i'll be in UK!!! haha
great ! all the efforts pays off although my face look so ugly n tired haha
lastly i really miss some of my old friends ^^
End of September :) |
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| busying on Ocamp stuff these days the nights staying at school preparing is much more than i thought like i am rushing a bigbig project which is bigger than any year 1's work haha always having breakfast together
it's so tired to make Ocamp happen can't imagine how friends went though all the messy events they have to hold . really... there are always a lot of dark stories and things happen behind the curtain there are much more to be concern than a outsider can think of
please have my support and support me my dear/busying/collapsing friends
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| for July Aysha and i help out at my tutor's art studio Ap lei chau XD The place is great! although everyday i need to wake up @ 7 am although there have no air con but there are lots to learn n enjoy
haha
my "summer job" will end tmr 31/7 i'll miss this month , Kacey (my tutor) n Man (his studio assistant) n hopefully he will ask us to help next year ... maybe XD
everyday at lunch time my tutor forces me to talk something ... because he says my weakness is not talking actively n functionally i know more things about arts, works, wars, religions,traditions,,, even LOVE
'Here and Now' there is no tmr or yesterday . It always take a long time to know what you dont want then u know what you want : )
Follow your heart ,do the right thing
looking forward to yr2 life ~
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