| shit !
i feel quite shitty now ...
Aysha is not goin wif me anymore .
im goin to exchange on my own ,
i'm goin to count on ME for 6 months
that's definitely a challenge
hopefully i will be able to take care myself
the first time ...
Fxxk.
actually i'm real scared. misgive .
im so worry that i can't sleep at night
i'm so chicken that i wanna cry even thinkin about it
Please
be with me
other than these ... exchange should be great.
yes .
i will love the weather
i will love the beautiful atmosphere
oh .
will depart on 30 Dec .
wish me good luck .
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Again... It has been a while from the last post .
wonder if there is anyone still pass by my xanga ....
wanna type xanga suddenly... X facebook....
maybe
cos xanga is only for really old friends....
who i really want to share my secret feelings with
haha
Actually, quite a number of things and decisions happened in these months.
Some was really tough....
These few days... i feel super tired and literally sleeping every second.
Even if my physical is not , my mind is....
out of service
maybe i can blame the belated hormone???
i dont know why i cant really focus on my project!!!!
i feel shit now...
im goin to exchange in Jan .
but i gonna finish this project first!!!!
im falling apart....
To be honest...
i should stop looking into stuff that is no longer my business
and focus focus focus
or else... GPA is goin to kill ...
Again
Here and Now
please love yourself to love the people who love you .
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| school started
very first month,
the night spending at school is more that those at home
haha
i can sleep super well with 3 chairs @ studio now
and my working station is so well organized
haha
and
most happily!!!!
I am goin to EXCHANGE !!!!!
01/2010 i'll be in UK!!!
haha
great ! all the efforts pays off
although my face look so ugly n tired
haha
lastly
i really miss some of my old friends
^^
End of September :) |
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| busying on Ocamp stuff these days
the nights staying at school preparing is much more than i thought
like i am rushing a bigbig project which is bigger than any year 1's work
haha
always having breakfast together
it's so tired to make Ocamp happen
can't imagine how friends went though all the messy events they have to hold .
really... there are always a lot of dark stories and things happen behind the curtain
there are much more to be concern than a outsider can think of
please have my support and support me
my dear/busying/collapsing friends
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for July
Aysha and i help out at my tutor's art studio Ap lei chau XD
The place is great!
although everyday i need to wake up @ 7 am
although there have no air con
but there are lots to learn n enjoy
haha
my "summer job" will end tmr 31/7
i'll miss this month , Kacey (my tutor) n Man (his studio assistant)
n hopefully he will ask us to help next year ... maybe XD
everyday at lunch time
my tutor forces me to talk something ...
because he says my weakness is not talking actively n functionally
i know more things about arts, works, wars, religions,traditions,,, even LOVE
'Here and Now'
there is no tmr or yesterday .
It always take a long time to know what you dont want
then u know what you want : )
Follow your heart ,do the right thing
looking forward to yr2 life ~
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